A Gnostic Revelation (1 & 2)

 

Happy to Burn.
My Self portrait: meditation and self immolation in 
the baptismal and holy fire of Kundalini rising,
leading to the Solarization of consciousness.

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Holy, Holy, Holy,

Baptism, Eucharist, and Matrimony.

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And there before me was the sun-like Son.

He wore a crown of light

and sent down a river of fire!

Holy, holy, holy, Christ is come to Baptize:

I enter the stream, my life is washed clean,

he has lifted me up into his Presence, redeemed.

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The reverse-flowing Jordan rises up to the sky,

my world is laid waste, my ego denied.

It flows into the mouth of the shining-like Son;

holy, holy, holy, a Eucharist now comes!

He hungers for me, to make me his feast,

swallows me whole, my life to complete.

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High inside his Church up in Heaven above,

a marriage will wed us forever in Love.

I enter the chamber, where two are One only;

holy, holy, holy, the mystery of inner Matrimony.

In his fusion of light, the Priest of the Son

has joined us together. Thy will is now done.

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Through three sacramental rites

I offer up my separate life.

A burnt meal of my ego sacrificed,

delivers my Spirit unto Thee realized.
A Voice in my head dispels my con-fusion,

holy, holy, holy, "Let there be Union."

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(part II)

Holy, Holy, Holy,

Hallucinating the One and Only.

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I start hallucinating cloud-like visions,

the realm of the Archetypes breaks open;

I've triggered off another holy psychosis,

my ego is baptized by my fiery Self.

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In self immolation I ask from the flames,

why am I burning to death in your Name?

"You are on the blazing Cross to Heaven;

you are in the passion of sublimation."

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How is it that I've fleshed-out your Bones,

with the three shining Metals of salvation,

refined Salt, red Mercury, Sulfur divine,

the Tria Prima of my own Soul alive?

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"We are the Archetypes behind all life-forms,

the animal instincts and primordial gods,

the invisible trellis for plants to climb:

Prima Materia matrices in the Mind."

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Flames lick-out from a higher dimension,

the prelude to a golden revelation;

I am devoured as a blood sacrifice,

to my own higher Self, the Sun inside.

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"Kingdoms devour kingdoms all the way up,

such is the nature of we Archetypes;

we are the Patternation behind all Being,

you are baptized into our mythological Dreams."

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My four elemental language modes,

earth, water, air and fire, all aglow,

into Salt, Wine, and Bread of Manna,

compound to flesh-out your holy Pattern.

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"I was the ground of your animal being,

the water of life now turned to Wine,

ideational air, the wind of the Word,

and holy fire, the Light of the world."

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Now you are my Observer on high,

metallic Salt refined into a higher Mind;

Spirit of Mercury into Blood of the Moon;

Soul of fixed Sulfur, your eternal Shine.

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"Be this Presence that you can now feel,

for I Am yourSelf at a higher level;

the apocalypse of the golden Dawn has come,

I too have an Archetype: God's only Son."

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I am none-other than my own true Image,

but even That has a central Archetype;

the one grand Conception of a Christ-Child,

created by the uncreated Creator of God.

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"The Pater's Child is my Only Pattern,

the Father's 'Seed of Word' in Heaven;

first One born of the Materia Matrix,

Virgin Womb who sublimates and resurrects."

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I soar so high in the Eye of Horus,

above the Kingdoms, beyond the clouds;

into the Serpent-Sun of Uraeus and Ra,

on flaming wings of Kundalini afire.

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