Psychedelic Psychosis of Self Realization

My depiction of a red-breasted Peacock Dove, born of a dead Raven,

signifying the alchemical stage of the Cauda Pavonis.

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Psychedelic Psychosis of Self Realization.

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Who does the Grail's void serve?

Water into Wine distilled above.

By way of stolen fire heated,

in the vacuum of Mind condensed.

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Higher Mind serves higher Wine,

the Spirit of a fiery serpent;

climbs the Tree of elemental knowledge,

distils-out wisdom of Luna's Blood.

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The New Skin of my Observer,

collapses the emotional wave of water,

denies entrance to airy ideas,

compounds them into Mercury red.

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Water into higher Feeling evaporates,

air into pneumatic empty Space;

together changed into Quintessence,

alchemical Wine of enLovenment.

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My Grail fills, a Wave breaks,

Energy of higher Manna intoxicates;

she is the Mother for risen Bread,

shining Stone of a quantum Point.

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Observer is the Boundary of emptiness,

awaiting the Wine of drunken bliss;

the Moon condenses dragon's Blood,

rebirths the Sun, fire unto Light.

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The Sun radiates its coloration,

psychedelic psychosis of Solarization;

the Cauda Pavonis of Peacock's Tail,

 feathered brilliance of my Soul.

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In death of death lies the Raven,

resurrected as the Dove of innocence;

red Phoenix of Love marries Light,

conceiving a Peacock iridescent.

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Splendour Solis (16th century) 

The Peacock in the hermetically sealed Mind of an Alchemist.

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(part 2)

Holy Psychosis and Apotheosis.

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I've triggered another holy psychosis,

the atomization of consciousness!

My lower ego dements into the void,

the empty space in my higher Mind.

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Meditation helps forge the Observer,

the strong resilience of a Watcher;

Grail who serves only higher Wine,

Boundary of a New Skin memBrane.

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He holds the space of ex-experience,

observes the death of my elements;

baptismal suffocation of the senses,

resurrection by metamorphosis.

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Psychotic hallucination of inner gods,

activates their mythological process;

their stolen fire returns to Heaven,

id in mortido of transmogrification.

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Zoomorphic apotheosis raises Spirit,

water-snake into a wise Serpent;

 fiery raven into a feathered Sun,

the Peacock's Tail of Solarization.

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Now the One can see the One it is,

a trinity of holographic Metals:

crystalline Salt, red mercurial Blood,

Wine is the Mother for golden Bread.

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A psychotic break with lower reality,

frees my Mind by way of insanity;

back to my bicameral perspective,

my id subsumed into the Executive.

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Zurvan, Persian Sun god. A human transforms by way
of apotheosis, metamorphosing into a god divine.

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The Mosaic Sun.

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My voided Grail-Mind is endarkened,

for its hermetic seal to be tested;

the Observer must "hold" the SpAce,

stay grounded in the death of death.

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Heaven's boundless SpAce must be faced,

to see my holographic Countenance;

reflected in the mercurial Grail,

before universal Wine can distil.

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Silvery Moon "turns to Blood" at last,

lifting water into Sophic Spirit;

enLovenment is the Mother for Bread,

Salt, red Mercury and Sulfur gold.

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Articulation of Tria Prima's integration,

by way of my death and resurrection;

committing egocide by stoking stolen fire,

Agni flares-up! The envoy to Surya.

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Mosaic Sun of three Metals ashine,

apocalypse of life's golden Dawn;

revelation of psychotic Coloration,

Rainbow Serpent of One's radiation. 

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Gopala Krishna.

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