Earth-Pig Gets Airborne, and, Free Will

Earth-Pig Gets Airborne.

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The human operating-system bones,
runs the ego on four language modes:
instinctual acts, emotional tones,
rational logic, intuitional dreams.
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I feel so "stuck" in elemental mud,

the biological instincts of my id;

inSpiration no-longer lifts my wings,

transcendence seems a distant dream.

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Parental conditioning was hard to dispel;

muddy instinctuality nigh impossible;

I'm stuck in my animal-Spirit sign,

earth-Pig, my sixtieth year of decline.

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I wanted to be a fire-Dragon,

blaze a trail all the way to heaven;

hone the Pearl of metallic Salt,

with Mercurial wings set in Gold.

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My transcendent function seems spent,

I'm down in the earthen element;

dead and dark inside a tomb,

a heavy stone weighs on my mind.

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Id of my animal-totem on the Cross,

dug in deep now holds me fast;

baptismal fire beyond intuition

is required to perform a resurrection.

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My earthy instincts served me well,

but I need the Tria Prima metalloids;

to compound a Soul into rebirth:

"I come to bring fire on the earth."

~Luke 12:49~

And so my instinctual identification,

must undergo a biological elevation;

a metamorphosis of id into Spirit,

on the burning Cross to immolate.

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There's no reason for me to be scared,
or put my angry-mask on for;
be meek, put down the attack sword,
trust instead the Will of the Word.
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Earth programming of a thousand years

keeps me stuck in reactive fear;

air and fire of pneumatic Breath

forges the Pearl of consciousness.

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In the vacuum of my suffocation,

earth-Pig finally gets airborne;

on Silver-wings of secret fire,

the water-Stone begins to rise.

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Vacuum-minded and ego voided,

 something remains despite being destroyed:

awareness itSelf, before imprinting,

the Observer freed from information.

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I bought this Quidditch Snitch because it was a perfect

 representation of the alchemical vacuum-mind in which the 

mercurial-winged golden Orb of enLightenment arises.

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Free Will,

by way of Mortido's Wish of Death.

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Free Will emerges from baptismal fire,

my instinctual and earthen patterns die;

biological programming no-longer required,

the drives and reactions that kept me alive.

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But they also enslave us in the elements,

id to libido formulating ideas and dreams;

until the human ego is well conceived,

so three shining Metals can be fire-forged.

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Parental conditioning is first unravelled,

back into the watery flow of libido;

baptismal drowning of our brain-washing,

dissolution of societal indoctrination.

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I return to my bicameral id and Ideal,

the spiritual beast without ego roles;

back to the bare Bones of my Archetype,

with "Armour of God" to be fleshed-out.

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Mortido is the reverse~flowing Jordan,

baptismal fire of death ascending to Heaven;

cleansing my id of its instinctual patterns,

that I might put on the "Helmet of Salvation."

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My Observer with "no-mind" of emptiness,

is a Free Will Boundary of consciousness;

it no-longer does what it thinks it must do;

clear Conscience, unburdened Heart, Soul.

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An Amoral Mind, neither moral nor immoral,

transcends the lower world of good and evil;

collapses human and animal programming,

reveals crystalline Lucidity, Self reflecting.

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Saviour of the World, da Vinci, holding the

Globus Cruciger of the New Earth, 4 elements

refined into the crystal clarity of a higher Mind.

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